i feel calm. and there are just so many words id like to say now that ive found some sense of peace over me.

its funny how a million things rush over my head during the semester but once i got out of the exam room, it's like calamity has reigned over the atmosphere.

I went down to the ground floor of the building. There, a group of us, final year petroleum guys stand around in the bittering cold in the foyer and have light hearted conversations. There were about 10 of us, at most, we petroleum are a small group. We all joked around, with the burden lifted off our shoulders. The relief was like having a pillow put on our shoulders instead.

We stood in a circle, joking around. I looked around and see faces that i'll say my best wishes for them at the end of the year. It's a lot more different than friends from high school, these guys are your professional contacts. Amazingly enough, when i see their faces, i see the corporate logos of the companies who've hired them already..just hovering above over their heads.. Chevron... woodside.. shell. I'm proud of them.

The whole situation just reminds me of those endings in movies.. where they focus on everyones faces and put out the stories of whats going to happen to them. "Airul, finished his degree the next year. 10 years later, quit shell and started raising kangaroos" or shit like that. funny where life takes you and exciting to see how these guys will end up. exciting where i'll end up.

its still a semester to go. but i wish the best for everyone.