I saved a person (again) from getting hit by a car.

What did i get?

another '..heh'

Figures... all the good things ive done, all the favours ive made, all overshadowed by the fact that i might physically look like a creep.

Words cant describe how unappreciated i feel all my life

heck, why should i say hi to people anymore, my name drops off so easily

its why i never had bestfriends, not since primary school.

I'm just the dude that just tells jokes and listen to ramblings about your boyfriends/girlfriends/gayfriends. Im the dude who starts up things like websites and initiatives and end up being criticized.

That's just it! i'm a tree! no one gives a shit about a tree unless they want.. shade or something to piss on. fuck you people, ive changed for the better for you people and STILL get run over.

and in the end, i feel like im on the edge because i try so hard to please people. and thats what trips like new zealand are for, to forget.

I'm making my way out of everyone's lives soon, god willing, someone would stop me.