I've been in an irritable mood lately (well, so what else is new...)

I suppose dad was nearly a victim of my unnecessary fit. For the thousandth time, he keeps asking me hows Sydney weather and asking me what him and mom will do when they visit me in a few months time.

I dont know why im in such an irritable mood. I'm pretty much ashamed of myself for even thinking of giving such unenthusiastic answers. The man is old and spent mostof his life working hard for my better future. Cut him some slack, Airul.

and i did. I'm proud of it. Only god knew how hard it was to surpress such irritable moods to make way for love to come through. Hope god will be the one to reward my efforts soon and hereafter.