Reasons why i feel the crappiest in all my life's history
1) some shit i dont want to talk about.
2) My thesis is getting shit. The guy whos marking the next component is actually the guy who genuinely do not like me. This causes me stress and now, i am suffering from insomnia, and its still early semester.
3) APEC emailed me. my role as a volunteer is a parking officer. A parking officer in some warehouse in an isolated part of the city. They went all the trouble to get embassy to get me to volunteer cause they insisted they want a Bruneian, then they called me up for an interview with an australian newspaper to promote apec but now, theyre hiding me in some warehouse for APEC where i would not have any human interaction,which i find depressing. It doesnt make sense. Like ive been used.
4)All this happened when I've lost colours of my life. eg. I used to be amused hongkies playing football like assholes whenever i walk home pass the field, now theyre just plain assholes playing football. I've gone bitter, which seems to impede me from cheering myself up.
5) i'm a bloody good guy, so why are these happening to me?
6) i realised talking to people doesnt help cause no one genuinely gives a shit anymore, except for this blog.
I wish nothing more than god granting me the blessed gift to continue being patient with life. Amin.
1) some shit i dont want to talk about.
2) My thesis is getting shit. The guy whos marking the next component is actually the guy who genuinely do not like me. This causes me stress and now, i am suffering from insomnia, and its still early semester.
3) APEC emailed me. my role as a volunteer is a parking officer. A parking officer in some warehouse in an isolated part of the city. They went all the trouble to get embassy to get me to volunteer cause they insisted they want a Bruneian, then they called me up for an interview with an australian newspaper to promote apec but now, theyre hiding me in some warehouse for APEC where i would not have any human interaction,which i find depressing. It doesnt make sense. Like ive been used.
4)All this happened when I've lost colours of my life. eg. I used to be amused hongkies playing football like assholes whenever i walk home pass the field, now theyre just plain assholes playing football. I've gone bitter, which seems to impede me from cheering myself up.
5) i'm a bloody good guy, so why are these happening to me?
6) i realised talking to people doesnt help cause no one genuinely gives a shit anymore, except for this blog.
I wish nothing more than god granting me the blessed gift to continue being patient with life. Amin.
posted by Airul at
3:41 AM
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